Our married life

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He looked so cute, sitting on the bed alone and playing some video games, sometimes i wonder if i had married a teenager, i loved this man so much that i couldnt put the feelings into words. He has this smile on his face, however, he also has this concentration you see only when he is playing video games, it is weird how dedicated he can be when playing video games, and how he can spend a whole day on a task that requires an hour of his time.  it also kinda cute i think. 

i look at my ring, i remember the day we got married, he looked like an angel. i wanted to jump on him there and there during the ceremony. everyone who looked at him as if they wanted to eat him up. People to this day say i was scary, i kept him under my arms, scared he would run away, scared they would steal him away from me, even now, sometimes people like him too much making me hate myself for the way I feel. space i try to give him, jealousy i try to reduce because at the end of the day, i don’t want to be abusive or stalkerish. 

Im in my thoughts that i haven’t noticed he is now next to me, ‘BOOOOO” He startles me , i jump and look at him, he is laughing, hair messy and looking so beautiful. ”what are you thinking about? better not be another person” he warns teasingly, i hug him him , throwing him. off his ground, he laughs more, ”i love you Gun, you know that right” i say seriously ”Unless you are dying don’t be so serious” he says, ” Lets play games together P.” he says with that cute face, i have so many work to do, but for today i can play games with him all night, i gueess being married is like having a friend. ”and i love you too p” he says softly , i nearly miss it, but i catch it either way.